i just heard jackson say "i have a giant privacy" in a sing song kinda na na na na boo boo way.  i didn't look i just told him we don't talk like that...but then i looked.

he had stuck the light saber in between his legs.  i hope he didn't see me laughing.  i'd hate for that to be a new thing.

today jackson asked me what the word ugly meant.  

we were driving and he asked me.  out of the blue.  i asked him where he heard it and he said it was just a word he knew.  did you hear it today?  no.  what made you think of it.  its just a word i know.

it makes me sad.  i mean, i have no idea what made him think of it.  maybe it was random.  maybe somebody called him ugly.  thats the thing about letting your kids out of your sight, they could get hurt, and keep it to themselves.  

i suppose i could be overreacting.

if you don't write it down you will forget.  as much as you think that is so funny i'll never forget it.  you do.

so nursing with kids is awkward.  for me now.  for jackson when he's older and hears the things he says.

after eva quit nursing i kept leaking jackson said "so milk really does come out of there!"

when i sat down to nurse he said "i'm thirsty too" and got up and walked to the kitchen

also, i took jackson in for his kindergarten check up.  it was horrible.  jackson has previously taken shots really well but this time it was horrible.  like veins on his forehead horrible.  i would have said previously that  jackson was prone to getting angry but after seeing how mad he really can get at the dr.s office now i know how much he holds in.  the nurse told him he'd have 4 shots and just a little finger prick.  he asked what a finger prick was and she said just a little prick to test your blood.  i think when she did it he was shocked that she would do   such a thing.  he looked at me like "can you believe this woman!?"  when the blood came up he asked what it was and she told him blood. "OWWWW"  she then picked up her little vile and with each blood droplet that was sucked into the tube he said "ow and ow and ow and ow".  not in like a yelling voice but a very angry speaking voice.  both me and the nurse were trying to comfort him but couldn't help but laughing at his reaction.  so funny.